I think i might have come across my first bottle neck in my driving lessons.
In last week's lesson everything was going very well. The instructor took me to some very busy roads with a speed limit of 30 mph. So i was driving in the third gear most of the time, and the fourth occasionally. Finally i started to feel that driving at 30mph wasn't scary at all. The instructor warned me that no matter how scared i might have been when i started driving, eventually i would love speed more and more.Speed is more addictive then any drug, so he said. Altho I didn't quite agree with him.

Yesterday's lesson however, wasn't going as smoothly. Especially at some point for about 15 minutes also, i completely lost my concentration. That was quite dangerous when you were driving. The instructor was practically shouting at me with instructions but i just failed to react to them.While waiting for the lights at a traffic junction , i was the first behind the stop line. When the amber light was on, i released the clutch and the handbrake but didn't squeeze the gas enough. You probably know what happened next, the engine stalled and the car was still behind the line. Then the lights turned red again so we had to wait for another round.I could see from the centre mirror that there were at least three cars queuing behind me and the drivers were definitely swearing at me. Well i wasn't bothered by that at all cause i knew i was allowed to make mistakes. They were just not lucky enough that morning.

It's a painful journey but i will keep on going!